Marui-XXVIII
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When 'Be' was not yet said, nor wasthere flesh-bone scheme or plan;When Adam had not yet receivedhis form, was not yet man;Then my relationship began,my recognition too.
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"Am I not thy Lord?" came a voice;a voice so sweet and clear;And I said: "yes" with all my heartwhen I this voice did hear;And with a bond I did adherethat moment to my love
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Ere God created souls, by saying;"Be",-all one they were;Together were they-and beholdmy kinship started there-I still this recognition bearwith thee, Beloved mine.-
II
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A prisoner I by destiny...or who would want, these forts"We nearer than thy life's vein are"to that home I will flee-When will I be from mansions freeand reach my Maru sweet?
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I'll burn these houses...Mansions tallthat shorn of loved-ones are-"All things return to their origin"that's my longing's call;May I walk home, away from alland see my land 'malir'.
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No news, no dream vouchsafed to meno messenger doth come;From 'there to here', there's no reply,no answer to my plea-Princes, I know not what must beaccounts you did render.
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O God, do send the messengerwho will my message bear-I do belong to them, althoughto own me they don't care...I hold the pen within my hand,may some one paper spare;Tears check my writing, in despairO'er pen they fall and fall.
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Scores of patches my bodice shows,my head with rags is decked-I to my people hoped to goand all robes did reject;My shawl from Dhat, may God protectits virtue to hide my shame.
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In the condition that I came,could I return in same-What glory, like a seasonal rainwhat joy would I reclaim.
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Amighty God, let it not bethat I in bondage dieEnchained my body night and day,doth weep in misery-O let me first my homeland seeand then my days let end.
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O where is my distinction gone?my beauty and my grace?My homeland I can never seekin this condition base;If beauty granted be then faceI dare Beloved one.
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Omar, my face so dirty is,my beauty now is done;And yet, I have to go where nonewithout beauty's received.
III
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Fair Marui does not wash her hair,She does not smile or eat,On Omar's justice relies shewho robbed her freedom sweet;-"The havoc you have wrought, you'll meetat your arrival 'there'."
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Fair Marui does not wash her hair,clotted it is, uglyThe nomad folks of desert landlive in her memory-"Omar, parted from them, unfreeI'll ne'er in forts reside."
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Fair Marui does not wash her hair,for Malir longeth she...Only when prince doth set her freebalance restored will be...Whole desert will drink milk, for gleewhen 'trust' is safe returned.
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There is no force to make them pine,-no taxes in their land,They gather lovely flowers redfor mangers of their kine-Malir with lustrous smiles doth shinethere priceless marus are.
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Loved-one I never can forget;my mind with him is filled-Nothing you see is like Him, soto sight he does not yield;Because, loved-one His house has builtin negativity.-
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Omar, for me your mansions granda double torture are;Here you torment me...there, so farloved-ones accuse me too.
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To Maru needle joined my breath,a needle, oh so fine,My heart is there, my earthy fleshmust here to force resign;My breath is in the thatch divinemy body's to mansions bound.
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The needle's Beauty, ne'er shall Icompare with kingliness;The needle covers naked onesbut not 'itself' doth dress;The twice-born only can possessknowledge of its loveliness.
IV
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"Palatial doors and windows Iwill build for thee, Marui-But here now...lovely canopiesI shall raise over thee...Those who did ne'er enquiries makewhy so continouslyYou weep for them? something must bewrong with the desert-folk."
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"How to forget him, whom my mem'ryholds for ever more?"Since: "am I not thy Lord?" was uttered,or e'en long before;Ere: Born He's not...gives birth to nonefrom the inane did soar.-Remem'ering Him-Marui so soremay die today or tomorrow.
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Threads Maru round my wrists tied...goldfine gold they are for me;Omar, don't offer silks to rusticmaid, they leave me cold-Because much dearer I do holdmy worn ancestral shawl.
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Were I to breathe my last, lookingto my home longingly-My body don't imprison herein bondage and unfree-A stranger from her love awaynot bury separately;The cool earth of the desert letthe dead one's cover be;When last breath comes, O carry meto Malir, I implore.
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As oyester long for cloud, and craneslong for their native-hills.So deepest longing my heart strainstill nought of life remains.-How would I sit here, if not chainsheld me a prisoner?
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The wounds that happy rustics lefttoday fester again-Sumro, sorrow dwells in meof every joy bereft;From Maru's separation, cleftis every bone of mine.
V
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My girl-friends in reproachful mood,today sent word to me:"Silly one, you perhaps have eatenmuch of princely food,Abd friends, and your relations goodyou have frogotten all."
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In corners of the fort, to quellher grief Marui doth mournRemembering Malir, she doth weep,makes others weep as well-O may the maid reach home and dwellamongst her Marus soon.
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"Would that I never had been born,or died at birth"...she says;"O what a torture, shame and scornto Marus I became."
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Destiny brought me here...resideI do unhappy here;My body's here-my heart is therewhere Maru doth abide;May God now turn this sorrow's tideand let me meet my love.-
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The lightenings are now newly dressed,the season doth return;Mine eyes do not stop drizzling...forancestral land they yearn-I would not with such sadness burnif they would think of me.
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If looking to my native landwith longing I expire;My body carry home, that Imay rest in desert-stand;My bones if Malir reach, at end,though dead, I'll live again.
VI
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A messenger arrived'this dayauthentic news conveys;"Do not forget your distant loveand do not die", he says,You shall reach home; only few daysin this fort you may stay?
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The one who from my homeland came,oh at his feet I fall-And to this traveller, my heartdid open, telling all-An instant more behind this wallto be, how I abhor.
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"Don't cry, don't weep and fret;shed no tears of dismay;Whatever days appear,O let them pass away,-For after sorrow, joyO Marui, comes to stay-Desert maid know, your chainsby destiny's own swayAre moved, and now you maythrow them into the fire."
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Omar, a traveller I did meettoday, with news for me.-And as he stood and message gave from the Beloved sweetI felt all sufferings did retreatand my chains all did fall.
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My iron shackels all are gone.-Love's chains unyielding are.Unhappy days without Marusin mansions, life did mar...My countrymen, they are too farreproach them I cannot.-
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Good were the days that I in painin tortuous prison passed;Storms roared above threateningly,my cries for help were vain;But lo: my love by prison chain,was chastened, purified.
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The days I passed in deep depair,away from homeland mine,-My tribesmen will reproach me, ifmy face looks washed and fair-So to their thatches I'll repairto wash off mansion dirt!
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"Don't weep, nor cry in agonybut when the world's asleep;At night raise both your little handsto God, and hopeful be-Where you wedded were, brave Marui'that homeland' thou shalt see,"
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